seryosong bad trip.
i had a very bad day today. although work is good.
work is fine but this kabadtripan is due to my labada
well, yung 2 best pang alis ko lang naman eh
nahawaan ng red. that red short mustve slipped from somewhere. it was inside the shirt and im so f-d up sa kabadtripan!
tapos plus the fact that i'm so frustrated because of what you said.
we talked dahil di mo mapigilan ang sarili mo. but i had to go away. dahil sinabi mo na lumayo ako.
di ko kaya. everytime you say smething to appease me. lumalambot ang puso ko. i cant resist you.
its always in something you say. and i dont know i have to be mad or get mad at myself. i dont want the feeling of being mad at you.
hay.

i wetn out on date.
i never really thoughtof it as a date.
but he told me i was the first girl ever went out wit for decades. well sabi ko yea ako din (first guy in decades!) kaya ayun, so khit friendly date sha. date parin.asin date.and he asked me out again. pero i think we aremore on the friends side. we call each other dude and tol and dre. but he is nice. i nver thought that he is this nice no.coz bfore super asar ako sakanya nung hs. mejo di ko feel. pero right now he proved me wrong. actually im getting toknow him better kasi di rin nman kami masyadong close nung hs khit bf syang kbrkada ko. he's uber nice now.
ayun. so i went out on a date. again. finally after decades!
haha.
iba yun..
haha:D
nice...

bagong theme song : "tumatakbo" by mojofly

ayos sa lyrics!haha panalo!! swak sa budget!

Laging bigo
Laging sawi sa pag-ibig
May balat nga ba ako sa pwet?
Mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
Nakakainggit
TL..ang sweet nila ng kanyang nobyo
Gusto ko lang maranasang umibig
Tamaan ni Kupido
Gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit
Tumibok muli ang puso ko

CHORUS:
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw
Pare-pareho
Parang kahapon

May birthday cake ka nga
Ngunit wala namang kandila
May christmas tree na malupet
Wala naman dekorasyong pansabit
Sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
Walang kasing tamlay
Ayoko sanang tumandang nag-iisa

Repeat Chorus

Tatanggapin na lang ba
Ang malupit na tadhana
O kaya’y tatanggapin na lang
Na ako’y sadyang hindi pinagpala
Tigilan na ang drama
Punasan na ang luha

Repeat Chorus

umuulan dito... i hate the rain it always makes you think of all your worries and sadness in the world.. and i was walking in the rain sa downtown kanina... i felt sad and alone...
a lot has been happening lately.
5 things iv realized:
1:actually,na-realize ko dapat tlga you have to chose wisely... lalo na pagdating sa mga friends, buti nlang at mrmi akong friends back home...
i mean, andamin kong tunay na kaibigan... ang mga lowlas ko na kahit kelan, alam kong hindi ako iiwan...
sa trabaho sa trabahng binibigay sayo ano ang mga choices mo at ang klase ng trabaho na ibibigay sayo..
2: matagal na panahon ang dapat gugulin para maka-buo ka ng magandang relasyon sa mga friends mo...
imean its nice to know people pro dapat kilala ka tlga niya bago niya tawgin ang sirili niyang friend ka niya
3: ayaw ko ng tinatawag akong maarte at first time kong tinawag na maarte
dahl lang daw kasi nag-eenglish ako (kaya eto tagalog na lang ever.) thats part of who iam
4: you can never ever please evrybody. you are what you are and thats it... chaange is within you...kug gusto mo go! wag ka na umeksena at pumapel dahil kung nonsense at baka hindi ka lang pansinin...chumika ka n lang... kung hindi mo kayang emeksena jan dahil maiimbiyerna ka lang..

5: i definitley need to loose weight:D teehee!

balik ako bukas sa sagot nito...
kung meron man

I love quiapo, it has been one of the most memorable places i have been to. I have studied in Manila for almost a decade but quiapo has touched my heart. It was there when i got lost with two of my friends from higgh school, we just came from our CAT Special Unit Training in MAceda high school (i just forgot the name of the school, anyway...) it was our first time to get to quaipo, and i can still remember the looks of worry on their faces as we braved the underpass. I was able to utter the words "kinikilala ko lang ang paligid". it was where i first grazed upon the busyness of quiapo and its lustre for human culture, and its divine represntation of life. :D its kinda funny and ironic somehow, because i never imagined that i would be molded in the world of manila,quiapo, lawton, taft and espana... (alng enye yung laptop)haha i love manila!
its kinda ironic coz i nver knew that someday, i will keep on coming back to that place with so many memories. the photo place where our prof suggested that we go to get our photos for his clas developed, always was a fun adventure for me, it was where friendships were built. to every store, that was there,every bit of find, you can find, evry different speckle of fashion, fruit, thing stuff that you see, it was such an overwhelming piece in your eyes. you know, the feelng you always get when you saw every find. it was the place of specials,where i used to hang out with this special someone, and the place where this friend and i had a special bond... it was where we got off from that jeepney ride from espana and took the bus going to ayala and watch "evolution".one that changed our friendship forever:) needeless to say, i miss quiapo, the joy it just brings to my heart...:D